In a nut shell, i'm a nut :)

[smileygirl90]

I feel like i've been asleep for the past two months and i've just woken up. It's really a great feeling. I've forgotton what it was like to have just one really great day that makes you laugh even when it's over. I've forgotton what it's like when a conversation you had with a guy you've never met before makes you smile even hours after you've met him. and mostly, i've forgotton what it was like to be really, truly content in all things in my life. Wanting things to be better but not digging myself into a deeper hole. It's such a great feeling, and it's all thanks to God. :) This morning i was going over thoughts in my head (that's what i do as i put on my makeup, fix my hair, and get dressed) and i realized that maybe the reason people are so busy all the time is because they're trying to fill up their life with things they've always wanted to do. How many times have people said to you "get involved" and "live life to the fullest" so maybe people think that they have to have their life full of craziness to be living their life. And all of a sudden a couple of extra activities becomes a photography class here, a class presidency there, tutoring and decorating and planning out your life and all this is to make you more fulfilled? How can you enjoy life when you don't even have the time to really enjoy a photography class because you're too busy worrying about being late for something else? People are always so busy to try and make their life meaningful, when really, it's the people who are lazy that have the time to take a step back, relax, and see the world for all it's beauty. It should be the people who do nothing that should want to fill up their lives, not the people who's lives are already full. After all, the lazy people are the ones who can stop to smell a rosebush, or take the time to look at a sunset. It's kind of ironic, isn't it?

I feel like a little kid again, but in grown-up shoes. It's nice.