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I feel like I need to write, i don't really know who I'm talking to or anything, i just feel like writing. Today was my mom's birthday. It's been 1 month and 4 days since she has passed away and I still think about her every minute I'm awake. Everything reminds me of her and I never really realized how much she did for me and my family. I miss her so much and keep hoping that I'm just having a bad nightmare and I'll wake up and everything will be normal again. But I know that can never happen. I think back to a year ago when my life was completely normal and my mom was perfectly healthy. So much can happen in less then one year and it's so difficult to understand. I went to the cemetary for the first time since the funeral today. It's still so hard to believe. Mom I love you and miss you so much. Happy Birthday.