May 17, 2006 11:20
hey hey all,
here's an update, u ready????
ok i'm 4.5months pregnant to my ex,
i have a new boyfriend, he is cuddly and i like him HEAPS!
the baby is due October 29th,
but i highly doubt it will arrive then!
I will let you all know what it is when i find out...
School is well....school, it's boring!
Moved in with my best mate 2 weeks ago, is going well!
My mother is in the hospital again, i swear she should just move in!
I'm house sitting for her because i'm a nice little person....
I found out one of my friends has been talking about our whole group behind our backs, and she's been bitching at my new boyfriend for no fucking reason! I have asked her about the rumors, she denies them all, but i know her too well and i know she's lying to me, I have also asked her to stop bitching at my boyfriend, or bitching to me about him, he is sweet and i like him, and she's willing to ruin our 2 year friendship over it, coz she won't stop, if she's going to be like that then i don't really want to be friends with her anyway.I swear it's this time of year, everyone is spreading shit about everyone,, it's soooo frustrating! People should just mind their own fucking buisness! Yay i feel better know, after that lovely bitch session.
My little sister started high school this year, and high school has made her gain the biggest attitude problem! her new nick name is little miss psycho! I went to mums(b4 she went to hospital) to pick up some of my stuff, and she just randomly started throwing punches at me and pulling my hair, i yelled at her heaps and she didn't stop, so i lost it and hit her REALLY hard in the arm, she still didn't stop, she's gone nuts! She also said "I hope your stupid fucking baby dies u dumb slut". It took alot of self controll not to knock her out, because the comment was innapropriate, and hurtfull. Siblings, don't they suck, well most of the time anyway.
I called my dad in New Zealand, he is being a bastard too, no reason for it just plain old bastardness! i'm supposed to be his daughter, but he doesn't act like it, no i love you cassie don't stress out, suicide is not the answer, not even a take care or how are you! God i hate him soo much i wish it were possible to change DNA, maybee one day it will be and then i'll make him not my father, but right now i don't care about DNA, DNA doesn't make anyone a parent, caring and stuff does. I hope he grows up and realises one day that he fucked up, i tried to build a relationship with him, but he didn't want me so fuck him, i don't need that shit. I have told himm how i feel about him and he just says "grow up, stop being silly" e.t.c: if he showed any form of parental emotion then maybe i wouldn't hate him so god damn much!
well.... how are you all? I haven't been on here for ages, I don't really get the time! appologies to anyone who thought i was dead or had turned into some sort of anti-social person! xox love you all!