I will show the world what's inside my heart...
Spring break has been pleasantly uneventful. I mean it's not like this semester is stressful..having nothing to do is pretty great..sometimes. Man I'm so lazy, I just LOVE being home..mmmhmm.
So I've been trying to avoid doing the whole soul searching thing b/c it's too much damn work, but it's unavoidable. Once I listened to "reflection" by christina aguilera..it was all over. *puts song on.* I've been an independent woman for almost 3 months now..what have I discovered? Well for one thing I can't take my frustrations out on others even if I don't realize it. I've learned to just suck it up..or punch something..either way I def feel more like a woman than I ever have. I can say that I love myself now. I always have, but somewhere along the way I lost a big chunk of it. It's so much fun being me and I love it. It's freeing really.
Now when someone else is involved with me it kind of dampers my loving feeling for me cause I'm so ahhhhh. Totally worth it though. I realized no matter what, I am not better off alone..I always thought I was, but what fun is that? pshhh.
There’s a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that I’m someone else for all time
When will my reflections show who I am inside?
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?
Diana marie.
song will be on repeat all day..<3 it.
So I've been trying to avoid doing the whole soul searching thing b/c it's too much damn work, but it's unavoidable. Once I listened to "reflection" by christina aguilera..it was all over. *puts song on.* I've been an independent woman for almost 3 months now..what have I discovered? Well for one thing I can't take my frustrations out on others even if I don't realize it. I've learned to just suck it up..or punch something..either way I def feel more like a woman than I ever have. I can say that I love myself now. I always have, but somewhere along the way I lost a big chunk of it. It's so much fun being me and I love it. It's freeing really.
Now when someone else is involved with me it kind of dampers my loving feeling for me cause I'm so ahhhhh. Totally worth it though. I realized no matter what, I am not better off alone..I always thought I was, but what fun is that? pshhh.
There’s a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that I’m someone else for all time
When will my reflections show who I am inside?
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?
Diana marie.
song will be on repeat all day..<3 it.