too early!
i'm trying to keep a positive attitude this moring. instead of moaning and groaning about how inhumane it is to have to get up at 2:30 in the morning three days a week... especially this morning after working until 11pm.
somehow blaise has decided to immediately adopt this new work schedule. it's odd because i took this schedule because this is when he sleeps. and this morning he sensed my leaving the room (he was not even in bed with me), and immediately woke up. he's been up since about 2:45 as well. he's happy and playing and all that, but i really did expect him to sleep. i mean, he's been sleeping from about 8pm until 6am, and then napping immediately after nursing until 8 or 9. this is so odd. guess he's really attached to me, huh? at least he's happy, so work is going well.
zela fell off her horse saturday, and it was definitely a scarey mom moment for me. she's okay, with just a little abrasion on her head, but man could that have been bad. the child has no fear, and couple that with a love for speed, and it's a dangerous combo. luckily this little accident was just that -- little. and i think it's given her a healthy dose of respect for how dangerous the sport can be. i believe she'll really listen to me and her trainer when either or both of us tell her to SLOW DOWN!
i need to get a handle on my weight. i'm not gaining, but i'm not losing, either. i don't like being this heavy, but yet i've gotten used to it -- complacent. this is going to change and now.
and it's just now getting to be a normal hour for most. it's 5am, and i've been up for two and a half hours. i have a feeling i'm going to be feeling it later today. a nap will be my friend!
somehow blaise has decided to immediately adopt this new work schedule. it's odd because i took this schedule because this is when he sleeps. and this morning he sensed my leaving the room (he was not even in bed with me), and immediately woke up. he's been up since about 2:45 as well. he's happy and playing and all that, but i really did expect him to sleep. i mean, he's been sleeping from about 8pm until 6am, and then napping immediately after nursing until 8 or 9. this is so odd. guess he's really attached to me, huh? at least he's happy, so work is going well.
zela fell off her horse saturday, and it was definitely a scarey mom moment for me. she's okay, with just a little abrasion on her head, but man could that have been bad. the child has no fear, and couple that with a love for speed, and it's a dangerous combo. luckily this little accident was just that -- little. and i think it's given her a healthy dose of respect for how dangerous the sport can be. i believe she'll really listen to me and her trainer when either or both of us tell her to SLOW DOWN!
i need to get a handle on my weight. i'm not gaining, but i'm not losing, either. i don't like being this heavy, but yet i've gotten used to it -- complacent. this is going to change and now.
and it's just now getting to be a normal hour for most. it's 5am, and i've been up for two and a half hours. i have a feeling i'm going to be feeling it later today. a nap will be my friend!