not feeling well

Jun 02, 2011 12:22

today i just feel.... off.  i feel a little nauseated and my blood pressure has been a little high (for me -- 120/75ish), headache, and  exhaustion.   today is the worst so far.  yesterday i was extremely tired, but had a surge of energy and motivation in the evening, so i went with it.  worked with my best friend, and my bedroom and office are clean and organized and ready for baby.

i've had the patience of job with brian's kids, and boy have i needed it.  but i finally broke down and cried this morning.  i feel walked on, used, and taken for granted.  i feel like my hands are kinda tied when it comes to discipline because someone will accuse me of being mean, evil, wicked, and favoring my biological children.  i don't FEEL that way, but i sure hate those projections.

i don't even have the energy to sit here.  i almost don't even care about work.  i don't feel like it's labor, but i just feel....  off. 
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