and he held my hand like it was a treasure
I hate making decisions.
Today sucked. Thats all i can say. I found out some absolutely terrible news, which im not gunna share on here cuz i hate sympathy. But its just been a depressing day. Cept adam came over and cheered me up. And thats why i love him. In one of the worst possible situations ever- he can make me so happy. I dont know where i'd be without him. I was laying on my bed bawling my eyes out...and he held my hand like it was a treasure. I also walked into my room with him in a bunny mask, which who in the right mind would be able to with hold laughter. Had a doctors appointment with the retard again today...JOY. I also had a test on a book i didnt read. which made it a very easy test. I didnt know any of the answers so i basically just guessed! i love guessing games! :-) ANYWAYS. riley called me tonight...i didnt really get to talk to him much but it was really nice hearing from him.....and paul called me. Boy did that mean a lot. Him and i have been drifting and damn it was good hearing from him!
i sit in the corner crying.
Shaking myself to sleep.
Nobody can make this easier.
Today sucked. Thats all i can say. I found out some absolutely terrible news, which im not gunna share on here cuz i hate sympathy. But its just been a depressing day. Cept adam came over and cheered me up. And thats why i love him. In one of the worst possible situations ever- he can make me so happy. I dont know where i'd be without him. I was laying on my bed bawling my eyes out...and he held my hand like it was a treasure. I also walked into my room with him in a bunny mask, which who in the right mind would be able to with hold laughter. Had a doctors appointment with the retard again today...JOY. I also had a test on a book i didnt read. which made it a very easy test. I didnt know any of the answers so i basically just guessed! i love guessing games! :-) ANYWAYS. riley called me tonight...i didnt really get to talk to him much but it was really nice hearing from him.....and paul called me. Boy did that mean a lot. Him and i have been drifting and damn it was good hearing from him!
i sit in the corner crying.
Shaking myself to sleep.
Nobody can make this easier.