its sick. im an addict.
what the hell is wrong with me.
i have a disease.
an addiction, really.
it emerged over the course of one week. and now i can't stop.
i can't stop myself from working.
yesterday i pumped out a 7 page paper for biology.
this paper isn't due for another 2 weeks.
i can't stop from working on my next project.
its this powerpoint presentation
and isn't due for another... 3 weeks.
i also can't stop from going to bed really late.
and then setting my alarm clock for really early.
to do what?-- the answer is work.
i feel this sickness in me. its like.. taken over. completely.
i can't imagine why i enjoy it so much, but i JUST realized.
doing homework = procrastinating (from more thesising.)
so i keep writing papers. creating powerpoint presentations. writing oral situations. reading the textbook.
and the more i do, the harder it is to stop.
and i'm itching for something... intangible.
i have this big fat fear that the next few weeks will be like this past week.
classes, thesis, thess, thesis. nonstop 4am nights.
so instead, i'll "procrastinate."
im going to finish all my work for this semester if i don't stop soon.