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Things have just been... hectic, I guess, could describe it??
I don't know where I am or what I stand for or what's going on anymore... everything's been hell. The funeral was Monday, and I haven't been to school since Jaz's call from the hospital. It was the hip, something got infected, I just.. I couldn't even listen to the details.. everything's just a whirl and a mess and I can't even concentrate on anything anymore...
Thanks for your concern guys and I'm sorry for not keeping everyone posted... but... God, I just don't know what I'm doing.. I haven't even felt like using the computer much or anything.. I've just kinda been existing and thinking and crying... my friends have stopped by but they don't know what it's like!! They just... I appreciate their efforts but... it's just hard...
Derek is being a complete jackass... he never did end up coming to stay with me. ._. Honest to god. What kind of family is this?
What kind if family IS this?????
I fucking hate my dad
I hate him so much
I don't know where I am or what I stand for or what's going on anymore... everything's been hell. The funeral was Monday, and I haven't been to school since Jaz's call from the hospital. It was the hip, something got infected, I just.. I couldn't even listen to the details.. everything's just a whirl and a mess and I can't even concentrate on anything anymore...
Thanks for your concern guys and I'm sorry for not keeping everyone posted... but... God, I just don't know what I'm doing.. I haven't even felt like using the computer much or anything.. I've just kinda been existing and thinking and crying... my friends have stopped by but they don't know what it's like!! They just... I appreciate their efforts but... it's just hard...
Derek is being a complete jackass... he never did end up coming to stay with me. ._. Honest to god. What kind of family is this?
What kind if family IS this?????
I fucking hate my dad
I hate him so much