Update?
I've been hiding from life in some ways. I'm trying to embrace it all again, though it's weird. I was hiding from life more because I had no energy to get out of bed for two weeks. This week, I seem to be better, *fingers crossed.* I'm not sure if it'll last, because it's hard to tell, but we'll see?
Spent time last week trying to reconnect with an old friend, though it's been a bit of a pain. Our schedules conflict greatly, but hopefully friday we will get everything we need to talk about said and done. And then maybe we can have a friendship? It's hard to say if that will happen though, because of our past.
I've got a new attitude this year. I'm done with the people who treat me like crap (excepting my family because I have minimal choices in that regard.) I am trying to let go of the things I cannot control, and get better control of my emotions. I'm sick of always being in a bad mood, with little to no explanation for it. And I've been a little better this year so far, but it's still pretty varied.
Weekends I see Justin; during the week I work. That is my life right now. lol. I might try to set up another get together at some point in February but I'm not sure yet.
I'm not looking forward to next week...It'll be an interesting one for me, most likely. My dad's birthday is in exactly a week, and I don't know how to feel about it.
Last night I was a smart cookie. I was letting my car warm up, but I have to lock it at the apartments. I separated my key from my fob, and figured I could open the car with the fob. Well, I was wrong. So I go out, and use my fob, with no results. I called my mom but she was at work so then I called AAA. It took them an hour to come out, and I was very late for work. Ugh. Being late, gained me a point so I decided I would be in by 330, the next point time. I wasn't going to get two points just for locking my keys in my car. In february, I will have 6 points I can use. And it's two points for missing a full 8 hours, and I want to use them well.
Spent time last week trying to reconnect with an old friend, though it's been a bit of a pain. Our schedules conflict greatly, but hopefully friday we will get everything we need to talk about said and done. And then maybe we can have a friendship? It's hard to say if that will happen though, because of our past.
I've got a new attitude this year. I'm done with the people who treat me like crap (excepting my family because I have minimal choices in that regard.) I am trying to let go of the things I cannot control, and get better control of my emotions. I'm sick of always being in a bad mood, with little to no explanation for it. And I've been a little better this year so far, but it's still pretty varied.
Weekends I see Justin; during the week I work. That is my life right now. lol. I might try to set up another get together at some point in February but I'm not sure yet.
I'm not looking forward to next week...It'll be an interesting one for me, most likely. My dad's birthday is in exactly a week, and I don't know how to feel about it.
Last night I was a smart cookie. I was letting my car warm up, but I have to lock it at the apartments. I separated my key from my fob, and figured I could open the car with the fob. Well, I was wrong. So I go out, and use my fob, with no results. I called my mom but she was at work so then I called AAA. It took them an hour to come out, and I was very late for work. Ugh. Being late, gained me a point so I decided I would be in by 330, the next point time. I wasn't going to get two points just for locking my keys in my car. In february, I will have 6 points I can use. And it's two points for missing a full 8 hours, and I want to use them well.