Just a little look
I don't know what to say. I've been doing the things I always do. School; work; some crew. I've called people, but my usher list is not filling up. I need to call my assistant, and ask her to call some of her friends. And tell her the nights we're pretty much empty. I'm not used to having an assistant.
I don't think I'll be around much on Thursday. I'm thinking of going out to Holly, to visit my father's grave, and remember him on the day that the world was too much for him, 3 years ago. It's hard to believe it's been 3 years; it's just flown by. I probably won't answer my phone on thursday, just so you know. It's just a day I want to spend alone. Visiting his grave is a means of more finality for me, and I've never been so I need solitude on that day. Well, there would be one person I'd want to come, but it's not going to work. And it might just be better if I'm alone anyways. I took it off work; and I'm going to miss school;; if I think I can make that work. We might have a test, and in that case I might ask for special consideration; but I don't know.
I'm washing the dishes right now. I don't know why, I just felt like it. Technically, I'm taking a break, but I was washing the dishes. I put the groceries away, cleaned the stove, and emptied and filled the dishwasher. I'm productive today. But of course I need to be productive in my room because it's getting back to where it was before, and that is NOT good.
Life's good. I'm happy. Had an amazing friday. The RU homecoming game was AMAZING. My friends and I were crazy, and it was just awesome. Emma's mom took some pretty funny pictures. I really like her mom, and I like working for her. Work stays decent because it's fun every night. lol.
I don't know, I'm going to go and keep washing dishes. So that I have enough time to cook something. I feel like making a big dinner. Something like spaghetti, and maybe even a cake. I feel like cake. lol. Anyways I'll be around at crew, but if it's thursday this week, I won't be there.
I don't think I'll be around much on Thursday. I'm thinking of going out to Holly, to visit my father's grave, and remember him on the day that the world was too much for him, 3 years ago. It's hard to believe it's been 3 years; it's just flown by. I probably won't answer my phone on thursday, just so you know. It's just a day I want to spend alone. Visiting his grave is a means of more finality for me, and I've never been so I need solitude on that day. Well, there would be one person I'd want to come, but it's not going to work. And it might just be better if I'm alone anyways. I took it off work; and I'm going to miss school;; if I think I can make that work. We might have a test, and in that case I might ask for special consideration; but I don't know.
I'm washing the dishes right now. I don't know why, I just felt like it. Technically, I'm taking a break, but I was washing the dishes. I put the groceries away, cleaned the stove, and emptied and filled the dishwasher. I'm productive today. But of course I need to be productive in my room because it's getting back to where it was before, and that is NOT good.
Life's good. I'm happy. Had an amazing friday. The RU homecoming game was AMAZING. My friends and I were crazy, and it was just awesome. Emma's mom took some pretty funny pictures. I really like her mom, and I like working for her. Work stays decent because it's fun every night. lol.
I don't know, I'm going to go and keep washing dishes. So that I have enough time to cook something. I feel like making a big dinner. Something like spaghetti, and maybe even a cake. I feel like cake. lol. Anyways I'll be around at crew, but if it's thursday this week, I won't be there.