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First on a good note: HAPPY B-DAY ALISON!!!!!!
well yeah other than it being alison's b-day today sucked. I don't know wether to scream from the insanity of it all or just sit here and look dumb.
Someone told me crap about Mike and Sarah, which I didn't believe but i told them i would ask mike anyway. Mike got angry with me, but I think it is fine now. But I did read some shit that Sarah's ex-boyfriend wrote and he honestly needs to get a life, because he is way too overprotective. Even if they did do that it is none of his damn business since he left.
So yeah adn then other stuff.... with Cheezi. I miss her, I wish I wasn't drifting apart from her.
I am losing all my old friends and i am trying desperately to get them back, but I don't know how to. But I only will go so far. I will try my hardest but not if they aren't willing to try back.
I dunno, I am just sick of everything. Chemistry is driving me insane. Staples is driving me insane. I just want to sit in a corner and cry. The fact that I am getting HORRIBLE grades doesn't improve my mood. I am just going to live through it and keep pushing because Kirkwood is soon and i just need to be there. Tehre is no place i would rather be.
Oh yeah and I don't think i am going to make the select select womans choir,I don't think I did well on the auditions....
Tomorrow I have to work, lovely. I can't wait until I get to do that!
^Julia^
well yeah other than it being alison's b-day today sucked. I don't know wether to scream from the insanity of it all or just sit here and look dumb.
Someone told me crap about Mike and Sarah, which I didn't believe but i told them i would ask mike anyway. Mike got angry with me, but I think it is fine now. But I did read some shit that Sarah's ex-boyfriend wrote and he honestly needs to get a life, because he is way too overprotective. Even if they did do that it is none of his damn business since he left.
So yeah adn then other stuff.... with Cheezi. I miss her, I wish I wasn't drifting apart from her.
I am losing all my old friends and i am trying desperately to get them back, but I don't know how to. But I only will go so far. I will try my hardest but not if they aren't willing to try back.
I dunno, I am just sick of everything. Chemistry is driving me insane. Staples is driving me insane. I just want to sit in a corner and cry. The fact that I am getting HORRIBLE grades doesn't improve my mood. I am just going to live through it and keep pushing because Kirkwood is soon and i just need to be there. Tehre is no place i would rather be.
Oh yeah and I don't think i am going to make the select select womans choir,I don't think I did well on the auditions....
Tomorrow I have to work, lovely. I can't wait until I get to do that!
^Julia^