kinda bummed

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mason got hit by a car yesterday right before i was leaving to go out. he's still with us just a little sore...nothing is broken and if it is then its just a fracture. i'm so sad..he's a little weak at times but he keeps his head up and is just rolling with it. i dont know what upset me more if it was the fact that my baby was hurt and i blamed myself or if it was the fact that i didnt have the support i needed to get through a tough situation. i was home alone and no one would answer the phone and those who did either agreed with me that it was my fault or told me that they wouldnt talk while i was upset because they wanted to have fun that night and i was bringing them down. but at least he's walking around...he was running a little while ago when i took him out to use the bathroom...he was in my backyard just running and barking at other dogs...which made me happy but i cant be too happy until i know he is going to be okay...

on a lighter note...

charlie and the chocolate factory is a great movie. johnny depp made that movie..it was very similar to the original but more towards the book and just a fun movie. the harry potter party hopping was fun...yay i got the book...really havent gotten to read much cause everytime i do i fall asleep and i'm just trying to play with mason as much as i can cause i want my little baby to get better so he can live with deebo...

hope everyones weekend is going good!