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i'm not going to lie to myself. i'm not going to pretend that i won't miss you, because god knows how much you mean to me. sometimes i just wonder what would happen if i had taken those chances that i've missed. it honestly makes me curious to know if those scenarios played out in my mind would ever last a few seconds in reality. there are those moments where we just look into each others eyes and i know that a spark is there. yet i retreat in fear of losing you as a friend and i've missed another chance. you make me smile. you make me laugh. you're the one girl that makes me feel invincible...and i enjoy our time together. i'll see you when winter comes.