and this is what I get for falling again.
So, yes. I'm always going to love you. That's not an issue, never has been, never will be. But what I can't seem to get a hold of is why you're hurting yourself because you think no one cares. I'd understand if no one really cared, but those who care the most about you, are the ones you continually push away. And that's not fair to them, to us. You can pust me all you want, I don't care. I'm always going to be here for you, as anything you need. I understand that this isn't going to work out, we're not together anymore and that's fine. But you have things to deal with with and you can't do it alone, and you refuse to let anyone help you, so you turn to other things that are only masking your issues, and that's fine, do as you wish. But I'm not going to sit back and let you throw your life away. I'm not letting you push me away, I don't care if you never speak to me again, but I will be forever present to help you in anyway you let me. Talk to me, Scream at me, Cry to me. I don't care, but I'm not letting you go through life alone. And you said you don't believe it when anyone wants to help but I have never ever turned my back on you, no matter how much you've hurt me and you have so many times, it's ridiculous to think I still care, but for one reason or another I do. And I have faith in you, more than anyone else may have. You're so much better than this. I'd walk through hell for you. So, let me please.
If you never say I love you again, I'll be okay. And I'd lay it all down for you, just to say that you're truly happy and at peace.
And I'm moving on, I don't need you anymore. I don't need your help, what for? You're the one with the issues. I'll fall in love again, God is good and he is going to take care of me, but I'll always be here for you, even if you drain everything in me, I'll let you have your fill. Because your happiness is everything to me, whether you're with me or not. I'll love you forever and always, maybe differently today than yesterday, but forever, and unconditionally. So push me all you want, because right here, I'll stay.