heart attack

[smilesalwysfade]

things have been so sad.

i'm not a sad person.

i dont know why i have to go through this life.

why does God choose to put so much hurt into my life.

why does he put people through such heart peircing pain.

why doesnt anyone care enough to stop this.

wont anyone someday stay, will anyone ever love me?

i'm not supost to be sad.

its not me.

i feel like i am evaporating.