Feb 17, 2006 00:19
Almost went to the beach today...
alllll by myself.
i love being alone....really.
not lonely alone. just alone.
I've learned so much about myself the last 2 months.
im a good person.
i dont care what you think.
im so content on being my own company.
i love growing up.
i love moving on.
i thought it was so bad.
so scary.
but it's not. not at all.
im happier than i've been in such a long time.
i trust myself. gosh.
I.
DESERVE.
THIS.
for the first time in my life...i believe those three words.
i wouldnt trade any of it though.
my past experiences lead me here.
ill never forget you or the feelings there.
it's ok.
goodbye.
love...
i can't wait to get out of here.