Oct 24, 2009 07:52
Hello all:
First of all, thanks again for the birhday wishes and truly inspiring pictures. Yowzah. You guys more than rock. You guys are the indestructible alloy that go on rockets.
I've shared with you all before that I've struggled with depression and there have been some pretty intense things that have been happening at work and home that have taken me out of my safe place. I want very badly to write and get some of these things out, but unfortunately the images I see aren't good and I just can't subject you all to that. I know, as a reader, I enjoy the angst to a certain degree, but I guess I just don't have to courage to face anything worse than what the original BBM story gave us. And well, real life, with regards to Heath. I regret, very much, that my absence has strained friendships that I've formed. I just want you to know I do keep my promises, and I know waiting most definitely sucks. But I'm OCD enough to absolutely finish what I start, no matter what.
That all said, life is actually pretty good right now. My medication is helping, my marriage is strong, I'm focusing on my health and I have an excellent support system that rallies around me at the drop of a hat. What's more, my hubby and I are going on a Southern Caribbean cruise in two weeks. Hopefully this will help me recharge the jets.
Well, that's all from Auntie Em. I treasure this journal so much, herein lies a triumphant world for me, thanks to all of you. I just want you all to know.
Much love....Auntie Em