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okay so today this kid IMs me.. he goes
"o man im so stoned" "i need to go eat some food"
.... that made me realise how stupid people that do drugs really do sound.. and yeah i used to be one of those idiots.. im glad that i stopped all that shit.. one of the reasons i even started was to impress someone and u know wat all i did was ruin my whole sophomore year.. thats just not who i am i guess.. and truthfully i act fucked up enough w/ n othing in me..
well my 16th birthday is tomorrow... im not too excited.. ive been thinking about lots.. and nothing in my life really seems important anymore... i used to have dan to look forward too until he broke up w/ me.. supposedly for another girl..
i just really wonder what the hell is wrong w/ me and why do i have such bad luck w/ everything? i mean seriously... I am sick w/ mono right now.. and it sucks major fucking ass... all i can do is sleep.. i dont even know who gave it too me... who the hell cares all i know is that i want it to be DONE.. i cant kiss anyone for a month... i almost forgot several times already...
oh well im going to go i just thought that i would get some of my thoughts out that were driving me crazy... i dont know if one of the side affects on my medicine was to make you OVERLY emotional but i know that it made me something because ive been crying almost every night over the same stuff :-/
"o man im so stoned" "i need to go eat some food"
.... that made me realise how stupid people that do drugs really do sound.. and yeah i used to be one of those idiots.. im glad that i stopped all that shit.. one of the reasons i even started was to impress someone and u know wat all i did was ruin my whole sophomore year.. thats just not who i am i guess.. and truthfully i act fucked up enough w/ n othing in me..
well my 16th birthday is tomorrow... im not too excited.. ive been thinking about lots.. and nothing in my life really seems important anymore... i used to have dan to look forward too until he broke up w/ me.. supposedly for another girl..
i just really wonder what the hell is wrong w/ me and why do i have such bad luck w/ everything? i mean seriously... I am sick w/ mono right now.. and it sucks major fucking ass... all i can do is sleep.. i dont even know who gave it too me... who the hell cares all i know is that i want it to be DONE.. i cant kiss anyone for a month... i almost forgot several times already...
oh well im going to go i just thought that i would get some of my thoughts out that were driving me crazy... i dont know if one of the side affects on my medicine was to make you OVERLY emotional but i know that it made me something because ive been crying almost every night over the same stuff :-/