friends only.
okay here's the deal. i don't need the extra bad feelings i so often get from this live journal. if you actually want to be on my friends list, then please add me and i'll add you back. i will leave this message up until tomorrow then i am removing all my friends....except for the ones i know...because they know who and WHAT i am. i just can't deal with that stuff anymore. i have always dealt with it and it hurts me more than i can express. my whole life has been shit because of how i am. or whatever the hell you want to say. if you like who i am and like reading my journal, then please add me. i will add the people i know in real life. other than that, i will know who actually wants to be on my list...not just for some other reason that i don't want anything to do with. i'm sorry if i am coming across as an asshole, but i can't do this anymore. lj should not be able to bring me down like this. i really like you all, but if you don't really like me and think i'm interesting or know anything at all about me, or don't really want to be my "lj friend" then it's for the best not to add me. sorry to everybody who reads this that it has nothing to do with. from now on my journal will be friends only. so please add me if you do want to be on my list. thank you. and i am sorry. i suck at explaining things, but i hope this makes sense.