May 09, 2008 08:48
ok, so i have decided to come back to my old and trusted LJ site in order to post my ramblings. So there is a guy right.. that i was interested in, in a sorta i dont really know whats going to happen, but we have fun kinda way. Well here is the problem, he is in a " i am single and i want to party my heart out" mentality, and i understand we arent anything so it really doesnt matter what i think.. but its kinda a huge turn off.. and i really dont even want to like him anymore. I mean its outta control. I dont know why i feel this way, or why i cringe everytime he says he is drunk.. but i do. I drink, but i dont alwayts get drunk, i have fun.. but i dont need alchy to do it. Any advise? or realizations for me? i could really use some right now.