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ok, so its been an amazingly long time since i have updated on here... so i love dublin, but i am coming home on dec. 18th. I have become alot more independent from being here i feel and have grown closer to the lord also. This country is brilliant.. though wayy expensive. i have 2 trips left, one to paris and then one to athens. I have met alot of wonderful people. alot of people i will miss lots when i go home. sooo a fate story.. there was this guy that i thought was totally hot and sweet like the first week i was here when i went to the CU .. well i didn't see him agian so i was like oh well ya know.. it happens.. well on my retreat this weekend he sooo was there!! yeah he joined rugby so he couldn't go but then like he asked me to go get coffee or whatev and yeah i was right he is amazing.. .we are totally freinds but like its those little things ill miss ya know? so i figured out that i need to not get involoved with men that are not christian.. that sounds horible but they are the ones that i end up regretting.. no thats the wrong word.. i end up hurting the most over... its just like such a huge part of my life and i cant shair.. or they dont understand.. and while i dont cross anyone off and if i met a nice non- christian that might totally go out but like i couldn't see myself married to someone who did not understand.. and isn't that the place we are at.. like to date just for the heck of it, just seems a lil pointless sometimes ya know? so anyway.. alot of things to think about. John i guess has stopped drinking.. which is amazing... im so happy for him, like thats what he needs. It just seems like while im lonly sometimes, like things are coming together in my world. Good thing!! and mom and jen are coming in a little over a week... so anyway.. enough of my rant for now... haha dont need to hear me talk, ill see you all in a short time now.