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So, here is my issue. I hate being dumb. I hate not knowing something, and i hate feeling helpless. Maybe its because i felt helpless when i was little.. i dont know, but i sometimes feel the control slip and i hate it. When Dueker talked to about just not haveing experience and stuff its like i totally knew what she ment.. i mean i am the only freshman but i hate it. I hate being pulled down because of my age and i refuse to let that be a reason. This may or may not be a good thing as a lawyer. I mean i have no problem being at the bottom as long as i know i am alright ya know? i dont like being the weak link. Going to Bama on thursday should be fun, but i dont know its been so hard for me to get excited about anything lately.. kinda stressed with school cause my grades aren't good right now and well i have to be good cause of ireland.
Leigh and kenny have not been staying here lately which has been a good thing for me. I mean its alot easier to focus ya know... kinda been anti-social this week too.. i think everyone is just sick and cranky i know i am. Sounds like im gonna go home friday after finals cause me and Gataen are gonna go do something thursday, that should be fun. Who knows. I just hope people dont get to out of hand on thursday ha we have practice as soon as we get off the bus... His House christmas tomarrow.. people should come it will be fun.G might come and Krysta might come.. we will see there excuse is that they haven't been in a while but ya know no way to start but to just go. haha.. sectionals after which sucks. , but i guess we haveta do it.
thats what the song reminds me of.... gataen... im glad i figured it out
Leigh and kenny have not been staying here lately which has been a good thing for me. I mean its alot easier to focus ya know... kinda been anti-social this week too.. i think everyone is just sick and cranky i know i am. Sounds like im gonna go home friday after finals cause me and Gataen are gonna go do something thursday, that should be fun. Who knows. I just hope people dont get to out of hand on thursday ha we have practice as soon as we get off the bus... His House christmas tomarrow.. people should come it will be fun.G might come and Krysta might come.. we will see there excuse is that they haven't been in a while but ya know no way to start but to just go. haha.. sectionals after which sucks. , but i guess we haveta do it.
thats what the song reminds me of.... gataen... im glad i figured it out