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im stealing... but they are better at getting how i feel out haha.... thanks if ya read this

music: punk goes acoustic
So, im stealing this outta Saras journal because this is how i've been feeling, and at least my cousin can get the damn words out.

"Tonight is a weird night.
I feel weird.
Its one of those nights where i feel very alone.... and just weird.
My mood is undescribable at the moment.
I wish i could explain it...

I want a boyfriend.
I want someone who will show affection in public.
I want someone who just really wants me...
Someone who looks at you that certain way, and it reasures you that they really care for you.
I want someone who can give me intimacy...and not just want to have sex with me.
I want someone to sweep me off my feet.
I want someone to send me flowers to work... someone who does the little things that matter.
I just want to get out and meet the man im going to be with for the rest of my life.
I want to get over this weird mood/feeling.
I feel like i just want to sleep forever... but im not tired at all.
I want need to get out more and meet new people."