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so, i disided to stay here after all. Just got back from NYC. It was fun, i really like rent now after seeing it. Right now i feel so empty. I dont know why, but i feel so i dont know how to describe it other than empty. MAtt caplan is flippin awesome! i move in a month from today. thats freaky. went and saw wicked it was alright, i dont know what i expected but there voices wheren't as good as i thought they would be. I didn't make the color guard so im doin picc next year. And then i feel bad cause like kylee called today, and i just dont want to hang out with her, or britt. its like ifeel so lonely yet i dont really wanna hang out with alot of people, and the ones i do wanna hang out with are busy, or just not around or dont wanna hang out. i dont know.... sorry its my first time back in a while an im all whiney... im out