omg crazy! crazy crazy!
Okay. I know Peter you told me that this would be a good entry but I don't want all my entries to start good and then end bad just like our nights. I don't want to write about sad things. I want to write about happy things and I do, but I also write about bad things. So here goes:
Two days ago Peter and I did the last of my christmas shopping. He was nice enough to get a JC Penny card so that I could finish my christmas shopping. Well we got great gifts for people and I am happy =). We also got our very own ornament for out tree someday. I wrote on the back 1st 2004! To say our first christmas together. Then after that we just hung out for the rest of the nite. Great nite.
Peter and I had hung out all day yesterday. It was GREAT! He came over at 10:30 because his last class was cancelled and he woke me up. Then well... I was slow getting ready so we finally got out of my house at like 2:15. Wow.. I know I am slow, plus we were doing other things around the house at my house so give me a break! Then we went to pick up a sandwich for my mommy because she wasn't feeling good and we also had to run an errand for his mother. So we got a sandwich at subway, actually 1 for me, 1 for mommy, and 1 for my lil brother. (Peen didn't want one) Then we picked up an avon thing for his mother and headed for his house. We then went to pice chopper to get some cream of mushroom soup for his brother and then we went to get my schedule for next week. We dropped the sandwiched off at my house and came back to his to wrap my gifts I bought the day before. SO EXCITED! I wrapped a few and then peter and I ran to the mall so he could pick something up and then went to petco so I could get some bark for Jupiter and return something for peter's mother. (Peter and I were supposed to go ice skating but he cancelled with me because he supposedly has a family thing to go to. For the record, he lied to me, he just didn't want to go.) Then Dan met us at Petco and came back to the house with us. I finished most of the wrapping with exception of 3 gifts and then came home, bringing pete with me because his car was at my house. Well before we had left his house he was all pissed off and went for a quick half a mile run and what not. Then when we got in the car I asked him what was wrong. He didn't answer me like usual. We drove back to my house in silence with tears running down my face. I never understand what is going on. We get to my house and helps me carry the gifts in. Then I brought him to my room to talk. He then flipped out on me and finally told me why he was mad, read for this one.... he was mad because I tried to help him wrap a gift. I was making a suggestion and he flipped. I still don't understand. Well after that he was yelling at me and mad and making me cry even more and basically telling me its over and that it would be tough to patch this one up. Patch this one up? What did I do? SO I was really really upset. I was just telling myself that I hated myself and what not. It was aweful. Well finally he snapped out of it when I started to choke on some string stuff. He does that a lot and for no reason. He's always getting mad and things were going so awesome. He told me I need to help him with it and that he was sorry. I know he doesn't mean to do that but it HURTS SO MUCH! I love him though and I will help him. I will help him till it kills me. Does he understand how much I love him? Well if he doesn't, PLEASE SOMEONE LET HIM KNOW! Well the night didn't end bad. Actually all I can say it was fun and we had a good time. =) But today is another day. HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Two days ago Peter and I did the last of my christmas shopping. He was nice enough to get a JC Penny card so that I could finish my christmas shopping. Well we got great gifts for people and I am happy =). We also got our very own ornament for out tree someday. I wrote on the back 1st 2004! To say our first christmas together. Then after that we just hung out for the rest of the nite. Great nite.
Peter and I had hung out all day yesterday. It was GREAT! He came over at 10:30 because his last class was cancelled and he woke me up. Then well... I was slow getting ready so we finally got out of my house at like 2:15. Wow.. I know I am slow, plus we were doing other things around the house at my house so give me a break! Then we went to pick up a sandwich for my mommy because she wasn't feeling good and we also had to run an errand for his mother. So we got a sandwich at subway, actually 1 for me, 1 for mommy, and 1 for my lil brother. (Peen didn't want one) Then we picked up an avon thing for his mother and headed for his house. We then went to pice chopper to get some cream of mushroom soup for his brother and then we went to get my schedule for next week. We dropped the sandwiched off at my house and came back to his to wrap my gifts I bought the day before. SO EXCITED! I wrapped a few and then peter and I ran to the mall so he could pick something up and then went to petco so I could get some bark for Jupiter and return something for peter's mother. (Peter and I were supposed to go ice skating but he cancelled with me because he supposedly has a family thing to go to. For the record, he lied to me, he just didn't want to go.) Then Dan met us at Petco and came back to the house with us. I finished most of the wrapping with exception of 3 gifts and then came home, bringing pete with me because his car was at my house. Well before we had left his house he was all pissed off and went for a quick half a mile run and what not. Then when we got in the car I asked him what was wrong. He didn't answer me like usual. We drove back to my house in silence with tears running down my face. I never understand what is going on. We get to my house and helps me carry the gifts in. Then I brought him to my room to talk. He then flipped out on me and finally told me why he was mad, read for this one.... he was mad because I tried to help him wrap a gift. I was making a suggestion and he flipped. I still don't understand. Well after that he was yelling at me and mad and making me cry even more and basically telling me its over and that it would be tough to patch this one up. Patch this one up? What did I do? SO I was really really upset. I was just telling myself that I hated myself and what not. It was aweful. Well finally he snapped out of it when I started to choke on some string stuff. He does that a lot and for no reason. He's always getting mad and things were going so awesome. He told me I need to help him with it and that he was sorry. I know he doesn't mean to do that but it HURTS SO MUCH! I love him though and I will help him. I will help him till it kills me. Does he understand how much I love him? Well if he doesn't, PLEASE SOMEONE LET HIM KNOW! Well the night didn't end bad. Actually all I can say it was fun and we had a good time. =) But today is another day. HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!