Hey things are looking up!?!?!
Well I though that my world was ending yesterday, but after the events of today I am convinced that it is all going to be ok and that I will not be forced to yell at anyone and blame them for the way I feel just so that I dont have to deal with the reality that I have chosen my path and the way that I am. This is me and I don't like it I would give anything to be someone else sometimes, but today was the first day that I have been happy that I am me, "This guy" and me talked and he said that he was glad that he met me and that he was glad that I was me and he wouldn't trade me for anyone else in the whole school, he said that he wasn't sure about the whole world because he hasn't met everyone in the whole world, that made me feel so good because that lets me know that I can be me and that I don't need to let everyone choose who they think that I should be and put me in what group they think that I should be in and I know now what group that is and that is a group with myself and myself alone, I think that if you don't like who I am and what I do then you shouldnt look at me it is as simple as that.