Apr 20, 2005 17:17
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my sholders and I have to admit that it feels nice.
Things like this usualy have me really stressed out by now but these past couple months have made me see that, I don't need you, that I am done caring, that I am who I am with out you. It is okay to be me I don't have to live for you, you did nothing but make me stronger and I have to say thank you for that I feel like I can face anything now, I have to admit I couldn't have done it with out you behind me kicking me in the ass every step of the way. Now when ppl ask me who I am I can tell them and not feel like I have to ask you what my answer should be. I am free to say how I feel and this is the last and final time that I will tell you good bye because I don't wanna stay, those words have slipped through my lips before knowing that you would be back again to help me be stronger and teach me that I don't need ppl like you in my life I just have to open my eyes and forget you all together, GOOD BYE, it feels so good to say those words and know that I mean them.