A day of realization
This morning I woke up, tired. Big surprise. I'm always tired. Especially in the morning. I hate morning. Well. I went to CUA, and saw about 8-10 news vans with huge satellites on each of the trailers. Preparing for the big pope day. Snipers will be at our school. I am avoiding CUA at all costs. I am going to Virginia tomorrow to see my boyfriend, then will be coming back to the drama party Wednesday night. Maybe go to Great Falls during the day. Unknown, as of now. Pope day is wonderful though because I get two days of pure delight off. No rehearsal, no school, no nothing. Which is nice. So, I went to CUA around 11 and found Cat and Nick. We drove over to the leasing office at The Cloisters. A little worried we would be put on a waiting list, with our luck, there was a vacant apartment. Ready to move in May 1. YAY! We got to see the apartment, and I have to say, I am quite excited. Mainly because Cat and Nick are awesome. Eh. More than awesome. Cat and I will be sharing a room. We get our own bathroom. Our apartment has ALL new appliances, we are on the fourth floor, so we don't hear noise from above, we just get to make it. We have a balcony. And I have this weird obsession with balconies. And we get to see some nice trees from the back of our balcony. It's not going to be quite as cheap as we first thought, but, I think I will be saving money because A. It is cheaper B. Closer to the school, I can ride my bike to class rather than use up energy C. It is a smaller place, which means less money for utilities and D. We are going the bohemian route and going with no cable, since none of us watch TV.
I have to find a place to get some furniture for my room. No more renting. Cat mentioned this place where there is unfinished furniture. Which excited me. I would love to go there and get some wonderful things. I have my house until May 31, just because that is when this lease is up I found out. But, that's ok. Because I can take my time moving in, get everything organized etc etc. New living spaces always excite me, and I guess that works, because every year I have changed who I am living with and where I am living. I am pretty sad that Kristen has distanced herself from me because I have decided to go a different way with the living situation, but I keep hoping she'll realize it's not anything against her, it's just what I need to do. Danielle is more than I can handle, and it seems like she can't really handle me either, so...there really isn't much more to say about that, I suppose.
We will have cats and birds and crazy fun in our new apartment though, and I can't wait.
I'm also excited for the drama party. I haven't decided what to be yet, but I suppose I can come up with something between now and Wednesday. I'm bringing Justin along too. I really see such a wonderful person and I want my friends to see that too. He can be pretty insecure, more so around people he doesn't know, and I'm not sure he realizes that. But it's definitely the healthiest and happiest relationship I've been in. And I think that says something. Despite the judgments of him not being in school right now people tend to make, he's a good guy. He's sincere and genuine, and he just wants people to be happy. He's quite intelligent and He's crazy good to me. It's a very balanced relationship, which I think is one of the most important things to keep a relationship healthy.
Mad Woman is going well, though opening night is approaching fast, and I can't believe it. I really have loved working with the director, and the cast is great too. I've gotten to know some of the freshmen, and overall it's just been a nice experience. It's kind of a crazy play, but it has depth. And it's happy. I like my character. And my costume seems lovely.
I need a job. I've been calling Petsmart, but still no word if I have an interview. I want to work there so bad. GAH! I'll call them again toward the end of the week.
Right now I am not feeling so well. Allie was sick at rehearsal, and I wasn't feel so great all day. So, I went to CVS about 30 minutes ago and bought niquel and some vitamin thing that I can't spell. Hopefully I'll feel better by morning. I need to wake up at a decent hour, run to blockbuster to drop of a movie and get Juno because I'm bringing that down to VA to watch. I also need to run to the theatre store if they have what I'm looking for (for Allie). My directing scene is tomorrow, and I feel okay about it. We will see. I really love directing. Writing...acting. My favorite things. Oh, and friends. :)
So, overall, I haven't been updating, but, despite some drama between my roommates, and Jonny...(which is a whole different entry entirely) I have been good. I'm going to be living with wonderful friends who happen to be awesome people, the place is gonna be so much fun. I'm in a show that I think is very nice, which you'll understand if you come and see it. I'm busy with the show and school work, friends and seeing Justin. Just living.
Soon I'll be living in a new happy home. For now though, the medicine is kicking in. Which means I will be closing my eyes and dreaming of nonsense.
I have to find a place to get some furniture for my room. No more renting. Cat mentioned this place where there is unfinished furniture. Which excited me. I would love to go there and get some wonderful things. I have my house until May 31, just because that is when this lease is up I found out. But, that's ok. Because I can take my time moving in, get everything organized etc etc. New living spaces always excite me, and I guess that works, because every year I have changed who I am living with and where I am living. I am pretty sad that Kristen has distanced herself from me because I have decided to go a different way with the living situation, but I keep hoping she'll realize it's not anything against her, it's just what I need to do. Danielle is more than I can handle, and it seems like she can't really handle me either, so...there really isn't much more to say about that, I suppose.
We will have cats and birds and crazy fun in our new apartment though, and I can't wait.
I'm also excited for the drama party. I haven't decided what to be yet, but I suppose I can come up with something between now and Wednesday. I'm bringing Justin along too. I really see such a wonderful person and I want my friends to see that too. He can be pretty insecure, more so around people he doesn't know, and I'm not sure he realizes that. But it's definitely the healthiest and happiest relationship I've been in. And I think that says something. Despite the judgments of him not being in school right now people tend to make, he's a good guy. He's sincere and genuine, and he just wants people to be happy. He's quite intelligent and He's crazy good to me. It's a very balanced relationship, which I think is one of the most important things to keep a relationship healthy.
Mad Woman is going well, though opening night is approaching fast, and I can't believe it. I really have loved working with the director, and the cast is great too. I've gotten to know some of the freshmen, and overall it's just been a nice experience. It's kind of a crazy play, but it has depth. And it's happy. I like my character. And my costume seems lovely.
I need a job. I've been calling Petsmart, but still no word if I have an interview. I want to work there so bad. GAH! I'll call them again toward the end of the week.
Right now I am not feeling so well. Allie was sick at rehearsal, and I wasn't feel so great all day. So, I went to CVS about 30 minutes ago and bought niquel and some vitamin thing that I can't spell. Hopefully I'll feel better by morning. I need to wake up at a decent hour, run to blockbuster to drop of a movie and get Juno because I'm bringing that down to VA to watch. I also need to run to the theatre store if they have what I'm looking for (for Allie). My directing scene is tomorrow, and I feel okay about it. We will see. I really love directing. Writing...acting. My favorite things. Oh, and friends. :)
So, overall, I haven't been updating, but, despite some drama between my roommates, and Jonny...(which is a whole different entry entirely) I have been good. I'm going to be living with wonderful friends who happen to be awesome people, the place is gonna be so much fun. I'm in a show that I think is very nice, which you'll understand if you come and see it. I'm busy with the show and school work, friends and seeing Justin. Just living.
Soon I'll be living in a new happy home. For now though, the medicine is kicking in. Which means I will be closing my eyes and dreaming of nonsense.