Jan 15, 2008 22:03
So, my life as of lately.
I have a boyfriend. Someone who has been in and out of my life for a while...is saying he wants to be in my life for good. I've loved him for a while, and we are finally together, although he is in Texas and I am here....and he is in the military, and I am an aspiring actress, I'm not exactly sure how it will turn out, but I suppose it doesn't matter right now because we want to be together. I haven't had a boyfriend since Nick. It's been almost two years. Then again, it's not like I've been alone. I've been with guys. Just not exclusive. God. I feel like I'm in middle school.
So what else. This semester as of so far...lame.
I love my classes, and I actually love everyone in my classes (or at least some of the people) which I have had for some classes but not all my classes. This time, I know a lot of people. Which is nice to have, I suppose.
But, I only have class twice a week. I don't know what to do with myself. I need to get a job. I don't want too many hours, but I need something.
I also need to get my social life back into order. I feel so lonely. I have one roommate right now, and she works a lot. So, I'm sitting at home, feeling sorry for myself, mainly because Hannah is gone.
She has a boyfriend, and I'm happy for her; she says she's never been so happy. It's funny, because I was going to write about how I haven't talked to her. But, she just called.
Either way, I miss her. I need to hang out with people here though. Many people are gone. I'm just so much happier around people than being by myself...unless of course it is one of those days when I hate everything.
I have to go find monologues. And do stuff for directing...already. And eat an ice cream sandwich. I need to eat real food.