You have not ruined our friendship, as tenuous and fragile as beginning friendships may be, you have already proven yourself as a loyal, strong, and positive influence in my life. You amaze me with your sparkling wit and constant ability to find something to smile about. I get SoOoOo excited when i see you even for the briefest greeting on campus, because you have this amazing energy and when we hang out, i think your energy must be contagious because I always feel happier, more creative, and free spirited when you are around.
Problems with spending? What is money? really. come on. Drugs and alcohol - you have to make the decision whether they are harming you and you are attempting to self-medicate, or if they are recreational and used to enhance your presence of mind. Maybe its both.
You want to read more, create and view creation. THERE IS NOTHING STOPPING YOU except your own mind and mental obstacles. you are strong.
Relationships - Consider for just a moment that maybe you don't need a relationship with a boy. Think about fostering a relationship with yourself for a while. I've just recently realized that i don't want a boyfriend - I want someone i am good at coexisting with. And i think the only way to achieve that is to allow good friendships to grow as they will. You can't force this sort of thing to happen. (And then you can call me and I'll tell you in complete confidence who is hardcore crushing on you right now :)
So you don't know who you are. This a million times better that being dead set on a reproduced image of yourself. It means you are still growing. It means you are alive.
You have not ruined our friendship, as tenuous and fragile as beginning friendships may be, you have already proven yourself as a loyal, strong, and positive influence in my life. You amaze me with your sparkling wit and constant ability to find something to smile about. I get SoOoOo excited when i see you even for the briefest greeting on campus, because you have this amazing energy and when we hang out, i think your energy must be contagious because I always feel happier, more creative, and free spirited when you are around.
Problems with spending? What is money? really. come on.
Drugs and alcohol - you have to make the decision whether they are harming you and you are attempting to self-medicate, or if they are recreational and used to enhance your presence of mind. Maybe its both.
You want to read more, create and view creation. THERE IS NOTHING STOPPING YOU except your own mind and mental obstacles. you are strong.
Relationships - Consider for just a moment that maybe you don't need a relationship with a boy. Think about fostering a relationship with yourself for a while. I've just recently realized that i don't want a boyfriend - I want someone i am good at coexisting with. And i think the only way to achieve that is to allow good friendships to grow as they will. You can't force this sort of thing to happen. (And then you can call me and I'll tell you in complete confidence who is hardcore crushing on you right now :)
So you don't know who you are. This a million times better that being dead set on a reproduced image of yourself. It means you are still growing. It means you are alive.
<3
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