update!
Initially, I'm supposed to update about more birthdays! BUTBUTBUT, I could only do a short entry to express myself here!
Been super super busy with my assignments and now, this week, it's another mad rush for another 2 projects. Yes, Clean, Build and Run. My favourite words now.
For my beans assignment, I really appreciate and really wanna express my thanks to those few out there.
- for helping me with a headstart if not I will be totally lost.
- for helping me to debug and code certain parts which I don't know
- for offering help despite your busy schedule, even for that few minutes
- for dropping over to see me and help me when I'm stuck
- for not stressing me over other project and giving me time to do things at a time
- instead of asking how am i doing for the project, they asked how's my assignment
When I first entered, there are people who totally would leave you to die there, or might give you abit face and help a lil bit, while complaining and throwing hurtful remarks at you.
Yet now, I'm appreciating how much these people have offered a helping hand, have helped in ways they can, the concern they gave and the understanding they have. Not only those who are involved in the individual assignment, but also people who are not even taking the module.
Because of this, I told myself. I do not want to let the other project and projectmates down. I have to give in more than 100% of what I have currently in order to make it up. However, Saturday came, I tried to do some work but I was feeling very restless, very tired. Sunday came. Then I start to feel slightly unwell. I can't afford that now. At least, till Saturday.
The pressure is on. I never felt this insane way before. I used to complain of all the work I have to do every single day and just do for the sake of doing and meeting deadlines. Now, not only I don't complain, I just do, do and do. It's crazy. It feels like I'm driven to the point whereby I'm accepting reality and what the school is giving me.
I need sleeeeeep.