i cant live like this anymore
im so sick of everything. my best friend gets drunk and treats me like a piece of shit. that was great. one of my other best friends is like dying inside and i cant stand to see it and i feel like im dying with her. my family isnt even a family anymore my stepdad called my mom a fucking bitch last nite and she was so upset she just didnt let it show and Tanner had to yell at him. i hate to see my mom like this. shes not okay. i know shes like dying inside to. i dont know what to do anymore. im so sick of all this shit. people walking all over me. and i cant do anything to stop them no matter how hard i try. and then get this. no matter what i tell someone to do; esp. when its good advice. she doesnt listen and ends up doing something stupid; er something. i just cant do this anymore. i dont know what to do. im so sick of everything.