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I haven't updated in a while so I thought I should since some stuff things have happened. I got a car, I don't have the 1920 Buick anymore(i think it was a '94) anyway it red, runs, and doesn't eat my gas up. Actually I love it, it scares me sometimes cause its faster and its small but its 345345345464856856 times better than the other one. I have 3 months of high school left and I haven't gotten my letter from UF yet, and I'll get it on Friday, I'm freeeaaakkiinnggg out. My gut tells me to be positive and hope for the best, but then I have this gnawing feeling that I won't get in. If I don't, I don't know what I'm going to do. Cry, then accept it maybe, or accept it then cry. I haven't applied to any other schools that was my mistake right there. I know everyone says have a Plan B and C, and D but....well I really don't have an excuse. It's just that I didn't do it, and I might pay the consequences in a couple of days. It came way tooooooooooooooo fast. If I do get in, well then I have to search for the money, and I didn't get Bright Futures because my scores sucked face. School has been the same boring yet fulfilling at the same time. I do a lot, but I'm sick of it, I just don't want it to be over in 3 months. I can't believe it, I remember being scared to go to 4th grade, and here I am now deathly afraid of the world but will have to face it. My job status is the same, nonexistent. I applied to about 10 places and no one ever calls me back. Today I called Fashion Bug to see what they're doing, Keva Juice and Subway. I'm on a roll. I've never called 3 places on the same day, and USF to see if I had any options for college. Oh yeah! The highlight for the past two weeks have been reading Stephanie Meyer's Twilight series which are the bomb diggity. See I LOVE romantic novels, but hers are with a twist; VAMPIRES! Isn't that awesomness?!! Yes, it is. I finished the 3rd one today, and I'm sad its over, well until Aug 2nd which I can't wait for. Anyway I didn't like the way it ended but hopefully Breaking Dawn will be awesomness, the 5th is going to be a let down, its Edward's perspective which could be interesting I guess but I'm not excited at all. They started filming the movie too, which I can't wait for. I don't like whos playing Edward but thats okay( Cedric D. from Harry Potter or Robert Pattinson), and I can live with whos playing Bella. I get really into the books so I fantasize along with them, since tomorrow is V-day(ugh) I wish I had my Edward,sounds corny but so true and pathetic. I don't want him to be a vampire( i think) ha, I just want the chemistry I suppose. What else?! I think I've mentioned it before but I'm in Digital Design at school and all we do is play around with photoshop and make things, it's fun but some projects we do are pathetic; now were doing typography, boo. But I'm gonna make a cool magazine design of Thurgood Marshall since its black history month. I ran two red lights on Sunday because they're waayy too far up, and I didn't see them. I'm praying to God I don't get a ticket( we have cameras). I hinted a little a t my love life, which isn't much, the same 'ol nothing, and crushing. Haven't seen him much but when I do I understand why I liked him, gosh. But I did hear he is seeing someone and he doesn't have the best attitude. Oh well there's someone for me. But I realized just a few days ago when I was walking in the school cafeteria I believe, how bad my trusts issues I have with men. It's weird because the only real male relationship is my dad he isn't very trustworthy but thats who he is and I don't understand why I apply that too every man I see. I just see them as big fat liars. It's very irrational, and I have no idea where it came all of sudden, maybe too much drama t.v. Anyway I've blabbed and written way too much. Au Revoir!
P.S- Brendon Urie would be the perfect Edward, hes so pale.