2008
Had a dream about him last night. It felt right even though it was a dream. It went a little something like this:(IT TAKES PLACE AT SCHOOL, ON A PICNIC BENCH)
A friend: "HEY MONICA! (SHE MUMBLES SOMETHING AND LAUGHS)
Me: (IM MAD BECAUSE OF SOMETHING, I DONT KNOW WHAT) "WHAT?"
Him: "FINALLY IT COMES OUT"...(WRAPS HIS HANDS AROUND MY WAIST)
Me:( FOR SOME REASON I'M NOT EVEN RATTLED HES THERE OR SAYING ANYTHING TO ME, OR TOUCHING ME) "OH... UGH IM SO MAD"
WE SIT DOWN EVERYONE EVEN HIS FRIENDS ARE ALL THERE AND ITS NORMAL EVEN THOUGH MY FRIENDS DONT KNOW ANY OF THEM, WE'RE ALL LAUGHING, THEN IT'S TIME TO GO
Me: ( I'M WALKING AWAY)
Him: "I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER!"
Me: "OH, YEAH, AND I SMILE" (REALIZING WHAT JUST HAPPENED)
THEN I TELL EVERYONE HOW WE'RE TALKING. WEIRD.
I believe this is happening due to the fact I've read about 5 romantic suspense novels. I'm procrastinating like crazy. If only my life were like the books. Deep very deep. I spent New Years with CB and we did what we always did sit around, take pictures, play games. At least I have that I guess, I shouldn't complain. I can't say I didn't have fun cause I enjoyed it, it's just that its always the same. We did see I Am Legend which was the bomb diggity/ scary/ sad/ahhhhhh...Im done!
A friend: "HEY MONICA! (SHE MUMBLES SOMETHING AND LAUGHS)
Me: (IM MAD BECAUSE OF SOMETHING, I DONT KNOW WHAT) "WHAT?"
Him: "FINALLY IT COMES OUT"...(WRAPS HIS HANDS AROUND MY WAIST)
Me:( FOR SOME REASON I'M NOT EVEN RATTLED HES THERE OR SAYING ANYTHING TO ME, OR TOUCHING ME) "OH... UGH IM SO MAD"
WE SIT DOWN EVERYONE EVEN HIS FRIENDS ARE ALL THERE AND ITS NORMAL EVEN THOUGH MY FRIENDS DONT KNOW ANY OF THEM, WE'RE ALL LAUGHING, THEN IT'S TIME TO GO
Me: ( I'M WALKING AWAY)
Him: "I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER!"
Me: "OH, YEAH, AND I SMILE" (REALIZING WHAT JUST HAPPENED)
THEN I TELL EVERYONE HOW WE'RE TALKING. WEIRD.
I believe this is happening due to the fact I've read about 5 romantic suspense novels. I'm procrastinating like crazy. If only my life were like the books. Deep very deep. I spent New Years with CB and we did what we always did sit around, take pictures, play games. At least I have that I guess, I shouldn't complain. I can't say I didn't have fun cause I enjoyed it, it's just that its always the same. We did see I Am Legend which was the bomb diggity/ scary/ sad/ahhhhhh...Im done!