Nov 25, 2007 12:08
RIGHT NOW IM TRYING TO WRITE MY ADMISSIONS ESSAY FOR FSU, ITS PRETTY LATE AND I SHOULD HAVE DONE IT 23523525235252523552353652346534 YEARS AGO BUT I AM SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR(SP?) THEY GIVE YOU 3 TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT AND MY MIND IS BLANK. I'VE TRIED TO DO TWO BUT I JUST CANT THINK. MY MIND IS BLANK. I HATE ESSAYS AND WRITING. MY LAST ESSAY WAS GREAT BUT I NEED TO MAKE THIS ONE JUST A LITTLE BETTER, BECAUSE I NEED TO GET INTO A SCHOOL. I CANT STAY HERE. I CANT . AND I DONT WANT TO. ONE OF MY MOMS FRIENDS SAID "MONICA, I CAN SEE YOU HERE LIVING WITH YOUR MOM". RUDE MUCH? YES! IT HURT ME A LITTLE ACTUALLY, I DONT WANT TO BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO DO WELL IN HIGH SCHOOL BUT IS STILL HERE DOING WHAT THEY DID THE YEAR BEFORE. I WANNA SAY I'M GOING TO COLLEGE. IT'S NOT LIKE I HATE IT HERE CAUSE I DONT I JUST WANT TO PROVE TO MYSELF, AND OTHERS THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO BE STUCK. YOU WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD, YOU WANT OWN YOUR OWN RESTAURANT, THEN GO TO SCHOOL, I FEEL LIKE MY DREAMS ARE BIG, AND I HAVEN'T DONE MUCH BUT I CANT BE HERE NEXT YEAR. I'M SCARED SILLY, BUT I NEED SOME CHANGE, CHALLENGES, AND NEED TO BE ON MY OWN. IM DONE, I HAVE TO CLEAN, AND STILL START ON MY ESSAY. AU REVOIR!
P.S- I SMASHED MY THUMB IN THE CAR DOOR.BOO.