Aug 05, 2007 10:33
JEEB. SO SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER AND IM SERIOUSLY DEPRESSED ABOUT SCHOOL STARTING. I HATE SCHOOL SHOPPING, I HATE NEW CLASSES, AND NOW THAT IM GONNA BE A SENIOR ITS EVEN WORSE. YOU HAVE TO DO SO MUCH CRAP. PAY THIS PAY THAT, AND TAKE PICTURES AND JUST ALL THIS OTHER CRAP. I DREADED THIS YEAR FROM THE BEG OF MY FRESHMEN YEAR. WEIRD HUH? USUALLY KIDS ARE EXCITED AND CANT WAIT FOR THIS YEAR TO HAPPEN, BUT IM DREADING IT LIKE CRAZY. AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF YOU HAVE TO GO TO COLLEGE. IM EXCITED TO GO,BUT IM REALLLLLYYYYY SCURRED.I GUESS IM FINALLY GROWING UP. I DONT HAVE A JOB, I GOT A CAR BUT ITS BUTT UGLY BUT IM GONNA HAVE TO LIVE W/IT. MY MIND IS GOING 433534545634 MILES/MIN. I THINK ABOUT THE SAME PERSON ALMOST EVERYDAY WHICH IS SAD BUT TRUE AND MY HAIR IS A FUZZBALL. I HAVE TO DO SO MUCH STUFF, WRITE ESSAYS LIKE CRAZY TAKE THE ACT/SAT AND STUDY THOSE WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE. I STARTED SOME OF IT BUT I PROCRASTINATE A LOT, ACTUALLY TOO MUCH. IM DONE ILL WRITE IN HERE IN ABOUT 7 WEEKS. I WOULD BE IN SCHOOL FOR ABOUT A MONTH THEN. WISH ME WELL!??@!!!