"i just want you to go alone..."-wonder who?
i just woke up from a nap...didnt get my beauty rest though, im still kind of groggy and i have a slight headache. tomorrow is the fair, and icant wait. brittany is being stupid, about who i go with , and im gonna beat her face off is she doesnt stop! anyway im so excited, cant wait to get on EVERY singly ride, it shall be fun. i hope, i jinks/jinx everything when i say that. we "close" on monday cant wait to get out of here, have my own bed/room to decorate, and make beautiful! we still have to fix the floors and expand our room but i dont think thats happening to soon. school has been good actually 2nd and 3rd period im ALWAYS laughing about someone, or something, and yestereday so far was the most fun i had in a class in a long time....played uno, took pictures, and laughed at evertthing. the dude i've had my eye on is fading away, kind of, he still is really cute,but i cant take chances cause im a loooooozzzzaaa! i'm really set for college, all i have to do is finish all my hours, take ACT, SAT next year, then if im happy with my scores apply for Bright Futures...and get 100% paid tuition...ohohoho i really need that it would solve all my problems. two teachers told me that i was smart this week, even thoguh i see it as doing my work, and not being a smart mouth then i guess im smart....but compared to alot of kids im nothing, not saying im worthless but i ahve nothing to show as far as GREATNESS. thats what i need to be, but too lazy to do any extra work and unmotivated, and i dont know what would make me motivated, though it should be the fact that school is my future and thats a big thing! well im done! au revoir!