Jan 17, 2007 17:25
So I just read a post that dated from Aug. 12 2006. It blabbed on about how I couldn't believe it was a whole week of school already, and how I can't wait until 5 months from now when everything feels comfortable, and not awkward. So it s been 5 months and 5 days since that post, and I can't believe it. Seriously I remeber everything when I was writitng that. Weird time seriously goes by way too fast. Now that its the second half of the school year, I can't wait 'til its 1 month before school ends.
Anyway so the incident that happened about 2 days ago is slightly screwed, avoidance is never good. Even thoguh I didn't expect anything out of it, its still pretty humiliating, and I never want it to happen again. The thing thats so embarassing is that its not me, I don't do things like that so what would the person think of me as? A retard, obnoxious, hyper, unclassy(ha), just not me. Not me at all. So embarassing. jeez. So maybe their intentions were good, but I haven't seen anything yet, and I kind of don't want to. I hate awkward confrontation, especially with the opposite sex. So its done, I now unfortunately have to deal with it, and the way I deal with it is ignoring everything, and maybe some avoidance. Ugh I really do hate this. Enough of my crappo I'm done. Au Revoir!