Aug 28, 2004 16:48
have you ever had those days that you're self-esteem is like negative 4853 and everyone you talk to just makes it worse. thats what i've felt like this whole summer. i feel like noone ever wants to talk to me anymore. ill stop my bitching though.
today i stole a pair of jeans from TJ max, it was a hoot. i BOUGHT some plaid ones too. i love em. i busted out my workout tapes this afternoon and they were interesting, i love how fake happy the people on there are, lmao. o yeah, i took some vicodin, i dont know what it will do but ill find out soon.
once school starts im never going to be home, i know it. i can finally get away from thie hell-hole. i just dont feel motivated to hang out with anyone anymore, i miss being so fuggin optimistic. maybe its because i havent seen anyone, maybe not. my anti-depressants havent been working.
-<3 brit