Happy Birthday Stephanieeeeee!!!

[smile_kidd]

A new year.

2005
I think I've lost friends.
I think I've made others.
I think I've realized how much I miss some things.
I think I've found people who mean something to me.
I think I've now noticed who's really there.
I think I've lost all faith.
I think I've gained some of it back.
I think I've changed for the waaaaay better.
I think I've changed for the worse.
I think I've fucked up enough in the last 6 months to last all year.
I think I've learned from mistakes.
I think I've been stupid enough to not learn from others.
I think I'm completely unsure.
I think I'm quite insane.
I think I just woke up.

This year has been the strangest one of all but I don't expect it to be weirder than the next.
Life just began about 8 months ago, after all.
Itelligence kicked in around last week, possibly the week before.

Truth is, a new year isn't really a clean slate or a fresh start.
It's a new mop.
Either use it to clean up your mess, or throw it in a corner and watch it collect dust.
The longer you wait, the more crap fills your room.

Let's hope for a new and improved Swiffer.