my life, its fucked up, so hold on.
heyheyhey hmmm so i feel so0 much better today. i dunno what was up last nite, i mean i dont even swear, im like anti-profanity, but for so9me reason i freaked ouT! lol im super happy today! i mean im still really upset that i dont have a belly button ring anymore, and pissed that bryan wont answer my calls but i give up if he wants to talk he has to call me:P but other wise im so0o0o greaT!!!! so0o lats nite was funn i went to matt m house i was never there before it was cooL! his mom is so0o nice she made sandwiches! lol we watched a movie then my mom called at like 10 30 and was like , how r u getting home, and im like you! and shes like no i dont care u can walk or catch a bus for all i care. i was like good. then ryan said he would drive us home. i always feel bad tho because i mean ryan cant drive me home every time well i am totally on the way to his house and all. but still i feel really bad! but hes awesoem! and dorve us home. well we went ot mcdonalds first! and got a hamburger! lol then to pizza town! for donair! lo l theni came home. had a little crying spur and went to bed. when i got up today it was great my mom went out, so0o home alone (with sisters) lololol but blasted music and danced around ! lol always makes me fel good:):):):):) then at like 4 decided to get dressed cuz its fridaY! so0o im hopein there'll be something fun to do tonite!! i htink maybe headin to matts house with all tthe guys! i love it its always me jenn steph and liek 8 boys! lol its funnie butthere so0o great! there all so0o different its hilarious!!! i love em so0o0o much!! if my mom will let me out tonite that is. cuz she said i was never allowed to go out any where evr again! lol but she says that everyday! i love getting out of my house you just get to forget about everything for a while ya know. ne ways im out, to find soem supper . i hope everyone has an aweosme friday!! love you . holly x0x0x0x0