Nov 27, 2008 00:14
I've left a trail of bloody footprints and broken hearts.
Your biggest mistake was loving me.
It was an aftermath.
A shadow of what could have been.
Never should have been.
You were such a silly little girl.
Pink cheeks.
No need to look anywhere but in your eyes.
Child like faith.
untainted, untouched, eyes wide open.
Always willing and always ready.
A muse.
It was a set up.
It was too perfect.
I was never ready for all the boys with bad agendas.
The liars. The thieves.
The heroes. mocking.
I was hurt. So I hurt.
They were selfish. So i was selfish.
Ready and willing
to do whatever pleased me at the moment.
Swimming in a shallow pool.
Shame. Regret. Who's next?
Still signs of hope through a jaded window.
Still scared.
Still willing.
Never ready.