late night thoughts.
I keep having these weird health problems. I hope nothing is seriously wrong with me.
I wish my roommates didn't watch House so much, then maybe I wouldn't be so worried.
I'm uncomfortable around some of my friends. I don't know why. Am I insecure? I shouldn't be insecure around people I call my friends. They aren't really my friends, I just want them to be, I think that's my problem. I shouldn't try so hard to get people to like me, I shouldn't have to try at all; At least not with friends. This is the first time in a long time that I have really tried to belong, and not just be. I know its because I'm especially lonely this year. No dorm, no job, no boyfriend, no busy schedule. I just tool around online lol I should really be more productive, but it's difficult when you have so much free time. There is too much free time to be lazy. The less time I have the more I have to prioritize.
I need to stop focusing on who I was and more on who I want to become. The future is coming weather I like it or not, so I need to be ready.
Siiiiiigh,
good night lover.
whom ever you are.
Why is that whenever I begin to write words of love file between fingers? Just a silly girl. That's all I am.
I wish my roommates didn't watch House so much, then maybe I wouldn't be so worried.
I'm uncomfortable around some of my friends. I don't know why. Am I insecure? I shouldn't be insecure around people I call my friends. They aren't really my friends, I just want them to be, I think that's my problem. I shouldn't try so hard to get people to like me, I shouldn't have to try at all; At least not with friends. This is the first time in a long time that I have really tried to belong, and not just be. I know its because I'm especially lonely this year. No dorm, no job, no boyfriend, no busy schedule. I just tool around online lol I should really be more productive, but it's difficult when you have so much free time. There is too much free time to be lazy. The less time I have the more I have to prioritize.
I need to stop focusing on who I was and more on who I want to become. The future is coming weather I like it or not, so I need to be ready.
Siiiiiigh,
good night lover.
whom ever you are.
Why is that whenever I begin to write words of love file between fingers? Just a silly girl. That's all I am.