Ass to Ass
I want to break away from
and forget you
I'm letting you turn me into something horrible.
I'm weak
and insecure
and I want companionship
even though I know it won't do me any good.
I still care about you. I'm afraid I always will.
we're so bad.
I can't ask you to change everything you are.
and I'm too stubborn
and we're stuck
I will be rid of you when the leaves change. You cannot force yourself into my life any more. You will dive into temptation and I will be free of your grasp on my heart. When ever I'm apart from you I want so badly for it stay that way, but when you hold me I know there is no where I would rather be. I think I just want to be held. and I'm too old for any kind of affection besides from a lover. Even then, I have to share it with the girl on your mind.
Please don't lie to me.
I know.
I've always known.
Friends stay friends.
levels don't change to your convenience. relationships don't work that way. I know I haven't made any of this easy, but you shouldn't resort to a subsistute when I'm not around to hold your hand and tell you everything will be okay. You're a big boy, grow up.
I need to grow up and get away. 2 weeks.
end of relapse.
you won't leave so I have to.
Good bye. I love you.
Take care, grow up, and quit being an asshole.
I'll try to do the same. <3
and forget you
I'm letting you turn me into something horrible.
I'm weak
and insecure
and I want companionship
even though I know it won't do me any good.
I still care about you. I'm afraid I always will.
we're so bad.
I can't ask you to change everything you are.
and I'm too stubborn
and we're stuck
I will be rid of you when the leaves change. You cannot force yourself into my life any more. You will dive into temptation and I will be free of your grasp on my heart. When ever I'm apart from you I want so badly for it stay that way, but when you hold me I know there is no where I would rather be. I think I just want to be held. and I'm too old for any kind of affection besides from a lover. Even then, I have to share it with the girl on your mind.
Please don't lie to me.
I know.
I've always known.
Friends stay friends.
levels don't change to your convenience. relationships don't work that way. I know I haven't made any of this easy, but you shouldn't resort to a subsistute when I'm not around to hold your hand and tell you everything will be okay. You're a big boy, grow up.
I need to grow up and get away. 2 weeks.
end of relapse.
you won't leave so I have to.
Good bye. I love you.
Take care, grow up, and quit being an asshole.
I'll try to do the same. <3