May 17, 2006 22:07
this is why i don't even bother trying to actually be happy.
as long as i look like i am it's all ok.
i hate how i feel everyday
and i hate that everything i do it wrong.
i can't make it right...i'm not magical.
every little thing i say or do gets me that look.
i hate not being able to talk to anyone.
i wish i wasn't such a burden.
i guess i should sleep...gotta ace my math final tomorrow...
i thought today was a good day.
sorry for crying easily.
sorry for not being able to suck everything up.
i don't wanna cry at graduation...why are u even coming?
night.