Gasping for Air (Prologue)
Title: Gasping for Air (Prologue)
Author: smile-arigatou
Rating: Let's go PG-15 to R for now
Genre: Psychology, angst, romance
Pairing: Ohmiya, Sakuraiba
Summary: It's been years since Ninomiya Kazunari's alter 'Nino' has surfaced, and they had believed that he was finally gone for good. Nothing is ever as wonderful as it seems...
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Darkness. So much darkness. So much darkness that I can’t see anything even if I really wanted to. So much darkness that no light could ever penetrate its dark walls. It seems like I’ve even forgotten what ‘light’ means.
Lonely. It’s lonely in here. So much sadness. Oh, how there is so much sadness here. It fills my heart so much. It feels like it could overflow at any second.
And then there’s the pain. And the anger. And the hate. Oh, the hate that is surrounding me. It fills this place even more so than the darkness does. I can feel it in every ounce of my being. It lives in the very air I breathe.
Hate. Revenge. Those two seem to go together.
Dammit, I was so close! So close to getting even! If only I could have gotten out of here. If only I could have played my character better. If only I had trusted my instincts more. If only… if only I had been stronger.
This time, I will be. This time, I will fight back with every part of my soul. With everything in me, I will break free. I will be out of here. Next time, those cuts on my arms won’t be just for show. Next time, they’ll bleed so heavily that he won’t be able to stay afloat. They’ll be so deep that his precious doctor won’t be able to do anything to save him.
I’ll break you apart, Ninomiya Kazunari. This I swear, your life will be so miserable that you’ll beg for death. And when you do, I’ll be there. I’ll take my place back, and you’ll finally be gone from this world for good. Just like it should have been before.
I will set things right. I will take my life back. I will succeed this time.
And there’s nothing you can do to stop me.
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A/N: Hi! So I'm back! And this time, I decided to completely DROP my Yuki and 'Missing' stories and finally write what I was supposed to write years ago. And if this is your first time to my page, hello! Welcome to my story. This is actually a sequel to a story that you can check out at any time below. Until next time! Comments are love and I'll hang with you beautiful lovelies later <3
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