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i don't understand how when i do things they are so shocking and disappointing but when everyone else does the same that's just fine.

i've lost friends
i've lost famiy
i've lost trust
i've lost something to believe in
but most of all
i've lost myself

all for what? i don't even know
just when you think you have it all

don't get me wrong. there are things that make me very happy but i don't know.
not everything is perfect and it will never be.