ignore.
Im getting restless quickly... I want to make more of a difference than I am... and this job is seeming so mundane.
Something is changing inside...
Restlessness thats not going anywhere... perhaps thats why I feel so anxious to run away and start my life. I have always known that I want a family... and that I want to be a wife & mom above everything else... and now that I am so sure of who I'm with, I want it now. I don't know that I will be able to feel fully complete without these things...
Im so sick of being incomplete and restless all.the.time... It is a constant battle inside of myself... reminding myself to calm down, and that my time will come.... but I am so sick of sucking it up.
My job is exactly what I want... but I hate it lately. I've established myself... and Im so sick of doing this... knowing its not what I want to be doing...
Just ignore me.
Something is changing inside...
Restlessness thats not going anywhere... perhaps thats why I feel so anxious to run away and start my life. I have always known that I want a family... and that I want to be a wife & mom above everything else... and now that I am so sure of who I'm with, I want it now. I don't know that I will be able to feel fully complete without these things...
Im so sick of being incomplete and restless all.the.time... It is a constant battle inside of myself... reminding myself to calm down, and that my time will come.... but I am so sick of sucking it up.
My job is exactly what I want... but I hate it lately. I've established myself... and Im so sick of doing this... knowing its not what I want to be doing...
Just ignore me.