working it out

[smile143]

Its kinda funny how a day can start out so horribly but within a few hours be just as good as it was bad.
Its really nice to have Melissa to talk to. Just having an outsiders insight makes me feel a billion times better... while I believe what everyone else has to say, and I respect thier opinions, I often wonder if things are said just to make things comfortable between us.
I am happy. And its time I show that to everyone. My life is perfect, and I have so much to be thankful for. No more negative Nancy... I will let the world see my smiling face, because I have everything to be grateful for in this life.
Besides, I look prettier when I smile... and for just that reason, I should be ear to ear t.w.e.n.t.y.four/s.e.v.e.n.
Your opinion of my life is not going to bring me down anymore. Period. I will kill you with kindness... and love just as hard and passionately as you wish to hate.
A life of trying to gain approval is not a life at all... this life is mine and im not going to let you control me anymore.
"Mama always told me that jealousy makes people do Cr.A.Zy things...." ironic isnt it?
loving life.
living life.
controled no more by you.
loving life.
living life.
for me and god alone.